havent yet named

Am i enigmatic or obsessed?Or just someone who is different from the few?
Am i i ntricate or despondent??
I know these questionsdo not bother you.
I know I am the one who is,obsolete?
The one getting finished like a burning log,
Half forgotten like the civilisations no one read about, half visible through the meshwork of december fog..
Is it anguish or a misconception that is killing me from inside?
Am i the one spreading her arms towards the vast expanse of the sky above?
Is it a choice or a force that leads you to change?
Am i the one who is alone? Or am i the one who is not permitted to love..

how to detect whether u r in LOVE

Love Signals

 

If someone loves you or if he is extremely interested in you then most probably he won't tell you directly until he becomes sure of your emotions towards him.
 The Private Distance: When you become interested in someone you will keep a smaller private distance between you and him compared to the distance you would leave otherwise while being with others. You will also notice that people who are interested in you will stand closer to you than to other people.
 Orientation/Zero angle: Orienting himself in your direction even if he were standing with other people is a powerful sign of attraction in body language. The words "Orienting himself" means that the person stands with his shoulders parallel to yours and with his toes pointing towards you.
 Positive Evaluation Gesture: In body language rubbing your brows with your fingers means that you liked something or thought positively of it. Now what if someone took this gesture whenever he saw you?? This certainly means that this person loves you. 

 Why am i happy?: Smiling while talking to you even if there was no good reason for smiling is another strong sign for attraction. In most cases he will try to hide the smile and so he will appear as if he is trying to prevent a smile from showing on his fac
Smiles that Don’t Fade quickly: A smile will not fade away quickly if the person was genuinely interested in you (this does not have to be a love signal but in the worst case scenario it will be a sign of deep interest). Only fake smiles fade away quickly while true smiles stay a little longer before they disappear.

  • Nice or Cold? Being very nice one day and ignoring you the other day is one of the strongest sings of attraction. The logic behind this is very simple, at the beginning the person treats you very nicely because he likes you but when he realizes that he has done too much effort without receiving a response he starts to pull back. This person might say to himself something like "Oh my God, I showed lots of signs today that shows that i am interested in her but I still didn't get a response, tomorrow I should totally ignore her". So when you find someone being nice one day and cold the other day then know that the positive signs he showed resulted from the positive emotions he has towards you and that the negative signs were given just to cover his tracks  
  • Mr./Mrs. Everywhere: Meeting him/her many times by coincidence is another sign. Of course these are not coincidences but the person may either be changing his schedule to match yours or he may be going to the places that you usually go to in order to meet you by coincidence. 
  • Your Friends Are Really Nice: Starting to care more about your friends and becoming more nice to them is a strong sign of attraction especially if he/she wasn’t interested in them before
  • .Cancellations: canceling his other plans in order to see you.
  •  Where Are You? Finally the person who loves you will try to keep you within his line of sight and each now and then he will take a look at you to make sure that you are still there. This sign can work the other way too if you kept looking someone in the eye for extended periods of time you might let him fall in love with you.

Realising A Journey Called Life...


SILENCE COMES AND STANDS BY THE DOOR,HER FACE HIDDEN LIKE  THOSE  WHO CURSED THEIR LUCK FOR  NOT  BEING  STRONG
OR,MAY BE AS  LEAST BOTHERED AS THE FIRE FLIES PRAISING  THE STREET MUSICIANS ,IF  I REALLY  TOLD I LOVED  U ,YOU  MIGHT HAVE  THOUGHT AM  WRONG
THE SELF QUARRELLED ALOT WITH THE PERSON WHO HAS BEEN CREATED TO  THE WORLD TO  MAKE    THE ART  OF LIVING    RELEVANT    WITH TIME
WHENEVER YOUR TENDER  HANDS HELD MINE MINE  I REMEMBER MY  SCORPIAN'S LIFE,MY PYTHON'S LIFE THE  KILLER LIFE OF   MINE
I  GET CONFUSED AT CERTAIN POINTS IF  I HAVE  ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT SETTING MYSELF FREE IS  HELPING MYSELF  AND  EVERYONE ELSE  THEN  WHY DID  I  NEVER  BOTHERED  TO  KNOW???
EVEN THE FACE THAT LAY  UNDERNEATH A SMILING  BRIGHT UNDETERRED SOUL CREAPS AS MUCH AS  EACH  DAY THINGD  GET ATTACHED I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT  I  HAVE'NT LEARNED TO LET GO

Hypocrite -A poem by Soumita Saha


 HYPOCRITE
I live in  the city ,   where  township goes from door to  door peddling dust
of hidden dirt ...
Only a fistful of grass ,only a hand full  of broken  heart .... 
Crawling myths    told once upon  a  time...there  lies  my  paradise 
unheeding uncaring shoeless,along  the  waves  of  distant  vistas come flying  wondrously bold unbothered feerless... 
take  me  to  the  place where death comes  within  cloud-hued  black dreams,beneath the  heaven  beside  the hell throw my dead  heart in thedarkest   stream 


                                                                              - Soumita